Reading back on my recent ramblings, I've realized most of what I wrote about showed how much I miss being young and free.. I wrote about all these things that made me happy and how I don't have them anymore.
This is has got to stop now.
I have so much to look forward too and way too much to be excited about in front of me.. comparing level's of "satisfaction" or "happiness" is irrelevant! I have to move on and be proud of where I'm at.
People say the past makes you what you are and you should never forget, I say screw that shit. Haha, livE in the NOW su! it's mind over matter. The grass is greener right here; right now.
Tomorrow will be a new day for me. Come to think of it, lets make that tonight. :)