April 27, 2009

Life's a gamble

Stepping in and out of puddles is what I've been doing the past couple of weeks.
It's so difficult trying to make wise decisions without having ample time to think things through.
I wouldn't say I've blundered everything; but most times I find ways of improving my decisions only after they've been MADE! *ARgh* Of course; I try my best to consult my family and industry veterans before doing anything drastic; but truth is... nobody has time to permanently be focused on my worries. Armed with every valuable 2 cent's worth I gather; I have to make the final choice; and DAMN it isn't easy when I'm juggling so many responsibilities.

I know for a fact that I'm not ready for this sort of pressure; I'm not built for it, but truth is; I have no choice.
One foot in the water... the waddle across unknown waters continue! Haha It's not an option for me to say I'm afraid, and it's not an option to say that I can't be responsible for things either. I've made this adventurous leap and I guess as difficult and daunting as it's going to get; I'll have to stomach my choices.
I could make a meter long list of the things I need to learn to do by next month. I should one day jot them down and request for free tuition from those who are willing to donate their expertise. Hehe. I'm going to be stumbling along the way; and it does bruise my confidence every time; but i'm soldiering on! Baby steps... It's just the beginning.

I can play cards and visit casinos... but I'm not a gambler at heart. It's just something about questioning my decisions that make me a bad gambler. I'm bad with calculating risks and sticking to plans as well. I'm a hard worker; not so much an opportunist.


Shall stick to making Mah Jong pieces out of cake instead of gambling with them! *grin*

17 comments:

Beks said...

Su

Ok, I admit I don't know you but; I've been reading your blog since the early days and I have seen such strength of character. You are an inspiration to me and I love the passion that you have for every task that you undertake. Unfortunately there will be some stumbles along the way but life's like that and I have no doubt that you'll triumph. If anyone can do it you can. I hope I'm making sense here: it's not just about the talent - which you obviously have in spades but it's the person behind the talent that makes it work. You wouldn't be able to make it work, if you weren't a fantastic person too.

When I log onto the internet, the first thing I check is your blog and lately I've just wanted to give you a big hug. Good luck with the next few weeks.
I really wish I lived near you, I'd love to apply for the job. Unfortunately the commute from the UK would kill me!

I wish you the best of luck and prosperity.
Lots of love,
Beks

Anonymous said...

Wow...it looks so real that I actually thought it was the real mahjong set...lols... ;)
I love reading your blog...your creations are so yummylicious that I keep coming back for more..hehhe

Jmy9638

KC Tan said...

Unbelievable!~ Su. You are really good.

Lydia said...

Su, I thought it was real! Love the wooden mahjong table!

nopham said...

You're the greatest! Good luck with your new adventure.

EADotCom said...

Too good to eat!

bigspoonbakery said...

This is my favourite cake so far. I love mahjongg!

silverrock said...

Oh! So Cute!! I love this cake... maybe you can eat and play with it :P

SiewlengH said...

This is awesome! Any deliveries to Penang by any chance?

Anonymous said...

Hi there,i saw your shop when i'm shopping in the gardens...and the colorful outlet looks extremely sweet~ I'll definitely give it a try~ all the best to you yea~ cheers! ^^

~*~SuNsHiNe~*~

Big Boys Oven said...

wow this is so awesomely done, so refine, just love it! amazing touch you have there :)

Chloe *MiaoMiao* said...

cute !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Asianmommy said...

I love this--your work is so amazing!

Su-Yin -D├ęcorateur said...

HI EVeryone!!! oh *sigh* so sorry about the late replies.. I havn't really taken a moment to come back to this; but thanks so so SO much for leaving comments! It's definitely helped push me through these tough times! I can't wait to share more about what delectable will be doing real soon ;)

beks: HugshugshuGS*! hehe

Anonymous said...

awesome. Shall visit the shop one day.

JS
Interior Architect

Jennyfer said...

Wow! This cake is incredible!!! I am so interested in what you will post next!

Rumela said...

Wow!! that was a great picture..great job. I will surely refer this blog to all my friends who love art. It is a great blog indeed. thank you for shearing your post.