Everything that I had going for me; has suddenly ballooned to an imaginable magnitude.
It's pretty overwhelming, but me; being the natural scrooge is refusing to turn away opportunities which have presented themselves at my doorstep, have taken willingly taken them on!
Is it greed? Have I made wise choices? At this point, I'm thinking not. It's just too much! I am very confident with my ability to handle multiple projects and compartmentalizing my time accordingly. Well; I was at least. At University it was a breeze, right now... it's a #$@$&!!* tsunami!
Every day is a new beginning to something different; terrain begging to be explored, it's an adventure! I enjoy every moment of it no doubt; I am learning more about the 'real' world more than I can imagine, but when I take a moment to reevaluate; I'm actually still standing at the far end of the finish line.
I'll be honest; I'm afraid. Very much.
I understood what I was going to put myself through when I had decided to begin this Delectable journey. Speaking about and anticipating it was a walk in the park, but watching it unravel before me like a parcel with a million layers is ridiculously taunting!
Little tidbits of luck have kept me excited; little words of encouragement from everyone help push me miles; but truth is... i would be falling apart in exhaustion without my babe and my dear.
Here are my girls. Eli; my babe. Nicky; my dear.
Yes; we make a mess, yes we struggle... yes they make mistakes...yes they forget... yes they lose things... and yes; they are occasionally late for appointments; but without them, I'd probably find it very hard to love my job. They are my invaluable support; both mental and psychological! Hehe they pick me up when I'm down and remind me to smile through my tough times. They never leave me to bare my own worries and constantly make me feel they have my back. Everyone's a 'blur-sotong'-lah occasionally! haha but I suppose everything comes with practice. The same way I am; they are both enthusiastic about work; chirpy in the mornings and very much loveable!
I'm glad to have my El and Nic with me on this journey.
What's the happenings? Well.... lets just say; Delectable won't just be a place in cyberspace very soon. :D